Wishing My Emotions…

Wishing my emotions
Could somehow be tamed
A lion in the circus
So easily slaved
Without a moments notice
A reaction so fast
My love and my passion
Can’t be grasped
Can’t cage me and keep me
Away from the world
Alone in position
Just waiting to purr
But you abuse me and leave me
I feel so alone
Waiting for your love
Won’t you please take me home
A moment of safety
My heart can rest
But just as it does
The feeling does pass
I put too much faith
In emotion of heart
A sad lonely girl
So broken apart.

 

Which part…

One wish
Which part
So many parts
Of this climb
The hike
So steep
Which part
Is worth this fall
The fall
So far
Far from the truth
The truth
I tell
The lies
Which lies
Beneath the floor
So floored
The truth…
It lies.

 

Behind My Skin…

Behind my skin
And deep within
A feeling unexplained

To feel so real
An achilles heel
Things inside me changed

The way I felt
My heart just melts
Emotions can’t be trained

Until what you see
Is the reel me
To your love I will be chained

A long time past
Our love still lasts
My heart has been detained

I can’t believe
On one dark eve
Our love is ascertained.

-BC

 

How do I miss?

How do I miss
Something I’ve never had
All this time
And still so sad
For things not had
And things I’ve lost
Out of all the dreams
I love you most.

-BC