Hmmmm who am I? This isn’t the first time I’ve asked myself this… it won’t be the last. Well the facts? I am a 31 year old mother of two from RI. I love life and I love love and lately there seems to be neither one for me right now. I’m working so hard I never have time for my boys and there’s so little energy at the end of the day that dating is a challenge all it’s own. I am also an artist who has no time to practice and running 3 companies and having. A full time job is actually exhausting me.
I have had only 4 serious relationships in my life. My marriage was my strongest but I was the least happy in it. I just didn’t love him anymore and I tried very hard to love him. He’s a great person and we are still great friends… marrying your friend isn’t always what it’s cracked up to be.
The other three relationships did’t last long. They were about 3 months long each. My last one ended in me breaking up with him because he fit into my life emotionally but in no other way. I didn’t like his friends and I didn’ like his. He was ashamed of his family and I love mine. He was jealous of my success and I was jealous of women. All around it wasn’t really a healthy situation. Here’s the kicker… I do love him.
I have had 1 female best friend backstab me in the past. It was about 3 years ago and I’ve barely recovered from it and then another semi-friend of mine turned around and did something very similar and just as emotionally mind-wrecking and she destroyed any resemblance of a relationship I had with my last boyfriend.
I’m 31 years old and this is my story…
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