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Wishing My Emotions…

Wishing my emotions
Could somehow be tamed
A lion in the circus
So easily slaved
Without a moments notice
A reaction so fast
My love and my passion
Can’t be grasped
Can’t cage me and keep me
Away from the world
Alone in position
Just waiting to purr
But you abuse me and leave me
I feel so alone
Waiting for your love
Won’t you please take me home
A moment of safety
My heart can rest
But just as it does
The feeling does pass
I put too much faith
In emotion of heart
A sad lonely girl
So broken apart.

 
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Posted by on August 30, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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Which part…

One wish
Which part
So many parts
Of this climb
The hike
So steep
Which part
Is worth this fall
The fall
So far
Far from the truth
The truth
I tell
The lies
Which lies
Beneath the floor
So floored
The truth…
It lies.

 
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Posted by on August 24, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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Behind My Skin…

Behind my skin
And deep within
A feeling unexplained

To feel so real
An achilles heel
Things inside me changed

The way I felt
My heart just melts
Emotions can’t be trained

Until what you see
Is the reel me
To your love I will be chained

A long time past
Our love still lasts
My heart has been detained

I can’t believe
On one dark eve
Our love is ascertained.

-BC

 
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Posted by on August 13, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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How do I miss?

How do I miss
Something I’ve never had
All this time
And still so sad
For things not had
And things I’ve lost
Out of all the dreams
I love you most.

-BC

 
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Posted by on August 13, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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When You Realize Life’s Over…

When you realize life’s over
That you made a mistake
No heros will save you
sometimes its to late

Will you stress and analyze
Mistakes that were made
Or finally think positive
As they open your grave?

-BC

 
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Posted by on July 30, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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I Write To Drain My Mind…

I write to drain my mind
Leaving evidence of my past
The stories ever changing
The subjects never last

How quick I turn and realize
My past is just my past
You breeze in through my life
Then out, your not the last.

-BC

 
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Posted by on July 30, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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Watching Me…

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Watching me
No longer in sight
Watching me
Through windows at night

You follow me
Through every site
Knowing your actions
Can’t be right

You follow me
In crowds of men
Wondering if
I’m with one of them

Obsessing over something-
You can’t have me!
I’m not yours-
I never will be!

Let it go
Just please move on
You have a life
Please be gone

Leave me be
I beg of you
What we had
It wasn’t true

Won’t lie and wait
Won’t be your prey
I’m not alone
Please stay away!

-BC

 
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Posted by on July 29, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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For Once In My Life…

For once in my life
I’m without words
This blank page of paper
Looks so absurd

How can someone take
Such an immense role
To enter my life
And reign control

To tear down the walls
Windows shudder within
A tornado an earthquake
A home filledwith pain

This storm shall soon pass
But I fear for it’s peak
Only 7 more days
Only 1 more week.

-BC

 
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Posted by on July 26, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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Daddy’s Girl…

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I know what it looks like
From up here I can see
I don’t know what’s happened
As I look down on me

I didn’t do this myself
It wasn’t my fault
Posed like his trophy
Still holding my doll

Wearing my new dress
Please daddy don’t see
What this man
Has done to me

Please don’t tell him
That he touched me
Not to worry
Now I’m at peace.

-BC

This goes out to all the missing children in this world.

 
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Posted by on July 21, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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I Lay Here

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I lay here
Amongst the rubble
This place
Should I call it home?
Abandoned
By those who once loved it
Forgotten
In a maze of turmoil
As I lay here
I notice I’m not alone
They scurry
But avoid my stench
They escape
Through swollen plaster
It rained
My home is soaked throughout
I think
Yet nothing comes to me
I’m abandoned

 
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Posted by on July 20, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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